TUM TUM

..And my heart pounds strongly inside my chest. A cold breeze runs in my spine and I don't know how to react. I pretend to play around, pretend nothing happened. Just because I don't know what he feels, if there's anything to think about or if it's all in my head.
I don't want to play the fool, build up high hopes, just to fall apart if I find out that...
All I know is that lonely boy makes me take my feet off the ground. I travel around big distances, my sight blurs, my fingers almost won't type these words. It's hard to breathe, just like the last time. Or maybe different, can't figure out if stronger or less real. But he touches me in a way. And it seems I won't sleep well unless I find out what's going on inside of me.